Give and Take

056I’m sat on the sofa, laptop on knee and directly above me I can hear the scraping and scratching of toys on wood floor. The boy Stig is ensconced in his bedroom giving me a little of what I want so that he can have a little of what he wants. He’s tidying under his bed, removing all the tiny bits of lego, odd socks and broken toys in a last ditch attempt to secure canoeing tomorrow. It’s one of those deals, those deals that seem to shape and structure my parenting, especially of Stig. “If you do this for me, then you can have the things you want.” Or, as is more often the case “If you don’t do this, then you don’t get that” So am I a parent or have I just become a very keen negotiator?

The word “deal” featured early in our relationships with the boys, in fact Tink took to it in the early stages of conversation forming, “I watch television, deal?” But really it all started with a star chart. Now I know for some adopted children the star chart doesn’t work and in fact Tink has always struggled with the whole concept. Stig, aged 3, however, took to it like a duck to water. His intense desire for attention soon taught him that by brushing his teeth, star, eating breakfast, star, saying please and thank you, star,  got him some very positive attention and balanced with a good heap of ignoring and time out for undesirable behaviour, he soon learnt what the deal was. Again time out is not for all and Tink again never took to it but Stig seemed to understand and grasp that he got a bit of what he wanted if mummy got a little of what she wanted.

So the concept stuck and has grown, each good day in school means computer time in the evening, hurt another child and you will not only be without computers but maybe television too. Eat your dinner you get dessert, do well in your spellings you can have sweets, tidy your room and you can have your pocket money. All these rewards and consequences are really rather normal but I wonder sometimes if it is all too much, not for the children but for me.

I’m getting tired and probably a lot stressed at the constant concern I have about whether these goals are going to be achieved and the possible fallout of having to administer the consequence if they’re not. Don’t get me wrong I know that Stig has learnt well from these firm rules and an understanding of reward versus penalty but I catch myself often doing the “if you don’t behave for Granny then you will be without computers tomorrow”. In other words I’m always expecting the worst of him and indicating that to him too. I know I could flip it on its head and say “if you are good for Granny then we can eat ice-cream tomorrow” but actually I’d just love to walk out the door and say “Have a lovely time”.

The fear is always there that if I don’t remind him to behave that he won’t and his get out clause later will be, that I hadn’t instructed him on what was and wasn’t acceptable. So I continue to stop and giving instructions before leaving them with others, entering restaurants, friend’s homes, shops and always underline the possible consequence for none compliance. Then the game begins, is he doing as I’ve asked or not? Do I phone to make sure they’re behaving or not? You watch or wait in a state of anxiety for it all to go wrong. So if I’m feeling anxious I wonder what it’s doing to him?

I brokered some new deals with him recently. After a few months of terrible anger outbursts, I stopped to thing what this was all about for him. I concluded “control” a word synonymous with the behaviour of those struggling with attachment. He didn’t like the level of control that was being exercised over his life, others making choices for him, his outburst seemed to centre on having choices being denied or changed. So I negotiated some new choices, some freedom and a little more control for him of his own life.

A new clock radio and bedside lamp (had to remove his last lamp after he used it to burn a hole in his mattress) and he is now allowed to chose his own lights out time as long as it’s by eight and he is allowed to get up in the morning and have breakfast at his own leisure as long as he is ready for school on time.

He is allowed to walk home from school on his own one day a week.

He’s allowed to the local shop to spend his pocket money on sweets.

He can walk to and from a couple of friend’s houses on his own as long as he is going in and staying there.

In return I get no arguing over bedroom tidying, it’s part of the big boy responsibility, and they are all offers that can be revoked in the face of undesirable behaviour.

And yes I’ve already had that clock radio out for a couple of nights over a bad bedtime and he’s already been grounded, no shop, no friend’s houses, for rudeness and lying.

But on the other side, the anger outbursts have lessened and when the consequences of further rudeness is given as no walking home from school; it on the whole has the desired effect.

Last night I uttered the immortal words “answer me back one more time and you won’t be going canoeing on Friday”  “Bothered” came the reply. So this morning I offered the one last life line for canoeing, clear and tidy under your bed properly for me and I’ll consider letting you go. It’s a massive job and he’s been at it nearly three hours, I did give him a biscuit and drink break at 10.30 and we’ll stop for lunch soon.  I want him to go canoeing I really do, I found it and booked it for him knowing he’d love it, but the other thing is, he knows and I know, that I’m not afraid to cancel if I don’t get the desired behaviour. So he’s upstairs beavering away and doing a great job of it. “Look how much I’ve done mummy” he said, last time I checked. So as I sit here still listening to the scrapping around of the tidying upstairs, anxiously hoping that the boy can achieve the rather large task that I’ve set, I do wonder is this the way to do it, to teach these lessons of give and take or is there something else I don’t know about?

10 Comments

  1. Sarah MumofThree World May 30, 2013 / 4:53 pm

    Sounds like it’s all working pretty well and you’ve just adjusted the deals for him growing up. I so hope he got to go canoeing!

    • thepuffindiaries May 30, 2013 / 4:55 pm

      Thanks Sarah, it’s all finished and he’s been brilliant canoeing is on..x

  2. claire May 30, 2013 / 5:37 pm

    I love love love this!! I’ve tried bargaining with my girls but it doesn’t work :/ there’s nothing they WANT enough for it to be effective. I have been known to say ‘you couldn’t be bothered to do as I asked, so I can’t be bothered to take you to your swimming lesson’ , even then I was met with a ‘I didn’t want to go any way’. They don’t ask for things either so I can’t even bargain that way :/
    I love this blog though, this is exactly how I’d like things here to be x

    • thepuffindiaries May 30, 2013 / 5:44 pm

      Well in way that helps because I maybe don’t realise that I’m lucky he gets the concept of give and take. Thank you. xx

  3. Buster May 30, 2013 / 7:52 pm

    Love this blog post. Bonzo responds pretty well to a ‘reward’ system, but in general that blog could’ve been written by me.
    This the night before the first time (other than with cousins) I let him go off on his own with a friend (well, and the friend’s Mum) swimming. The list of how he behaves will be our breakfast discussion!

  4. Emma May 31, 2013 / 9:48 am

    I hope he does enough of a good job to get his part of the deal! I too am considering applying to the UN for the position of chief negotiator when my two have left home. It’s amazing all these new skills you learn!

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  6. older mum in a muddle June 3, 2013 / 12:02 pm

    Well done you on your strategy… and its working. I give Little A ‘you can either have this or this’ or ‘if you don’t do this you you wont get that,. So far so good.

  7. Celean June 7, 2013 / 2:00 pm

    Don’t worry too much – we all do it. I was recently concerned about similar things though, and also “Is he just doing things to get the reward/avoid the penalty, rather than knowing it’s the right thing to do” so worried whether I was teaching a real understanding of right and wrong rather than just apparently (to a kid) arbitrary rules to follow. Anyway, bought a book called “Unconditional Parenting” by Alfie Kohn – some possibly interesting ideas for alternative ways of doing things – none tested yet though!

    • thepuffindiaries June 7, 2013 / 3:40 pm

      Thanks Celean, the book sounds interesting will take a look. It’s sometimes hard to know if we’re doing things right or not.

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